Everything I am was because of you
But you didn’t realize as we moved on
We were the perfect pair
You understood me better than anyone else
But I pushed you away
I kept pushing you away cause I was afraid
I was afraid to let you in, afraid that if I did you wouldn’t want to stay, afraid of who I was, afraid that you wouldn’t love me anymore, afraid that we wouldn’t be friends
I just wanted to protect you from my imperfect self, protect you from my flaws in hopes that you would never have to see them.
But it was all in vain.
I destroyed you.
We can never be the same cause I cut you out. I pushed you so far and locked you out.
You’re tired of giving me chances
Tired of waiting for me
Tired of me pushing you away
Tired of arguing
But most importantly tired of me
I lost you, from the beginning.
I destroyed us.
Now we can’t ever be the same all because of me. I grew up thinking you can fixing anything.
But now I don’t know how to fix this.
I don’t know how to fill the emptiness in my soul.
I’ll just let the tears flow, and hope time heals my soul.
You were the beauty in my life but I was the beast. I was so cold. So harsh. You’re gone.
If I could take back the words I said I would.
If could take back what I did I would.
But now you’re gone.
I hope one day you can forgive me.
I was lucky once to have met you.
But luck had little to do with it, it was part of my destiny.
And now it’s gone.